Mixed up

Gentleman but cool
Goodlookin but vain
Talented but lazy
Experienced but particular

OR

Soft-hearted but annoying
Smart but boastful
Understanding but inexperienced
Kind but irritating

Did you know?

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?
No

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most succeptible?
Yes

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Yes

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are :I love you, Sorry and help me The people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
Yaar..

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
No

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Nooo...

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Nooo...

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Isit...I always dress in black...

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
No

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that don't mention it to you?
Yes

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face?
Yes

But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Yar....

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?
Yes

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
No

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
Crap

Wesak Day

Happy Belated Wesak Day.

As of next week, I shall not have to go to STRIP building to gain my work experience anymore.
Tired of it, sick of it, done with it.
I am glad.

Maria wanted me to do more stuff for her...bah.....I shall not torture myself.

I am so looking forward to home...

Am I, really?

I am thinking, too much

I am working, too much

I am carrying, too much

I am fussing, too much

I am asking, too much

I am complaining, too much

I am dragging, too much

I am perplexing, too much

Am I, really?

Home or work, study or work?

People say, it's about what you want.
But sometimes, it's not just as simple as what you want,
I think, it's all about what you should want and/or whether what you wanted is what you should have wanted and/or what you should have wanted is what you wanted.
What everyone wants is a simple and happy life, but very often, life is not as simple and happy as you would want it to be.
Life is nothing but a roller coster, going uphill and downhill, round and round, until you feel so off the track longggg before you reach the start again. Until you reach the beginning of the track, you will feel too exhausted or dazed to be able to think of what you wanted to do and to do what you could have done.

Interview was Alright.

He who knows....

How does he know?

How to behave
How to be a fast learner
How to dress up
How to nicely scent himself
How to be so vain
How to sing
How to dance
How to catch one's attention
How to be characteristic
How to be himself

This is super ridikulus.

Hidden again.........

Its time again,
to be the old me,
to be the usual me,
to be the real me,
to be the paranoid me,
to be the worrier me,
to be the dumb-founded me,
to be the quiet me,
to be the anti-social me,
to be the me who hide beneath the shell.

Until tomorrow, after the intimidating, bloodcurdling, spine-chilling interview shall I emerge again...

Incorrectness

Things are not happening alright nowadays, I reckon.

1. Maria is making me work more than usual.
2. My tolerance to Maria's thinking and attitude is dashing downwards.
3. I have been a guinea pig and trantrum throwing machine for no reason, at chilli.
4. Danny took my $12.50 tips to top up his account imbalance.
5. I am getting unwanted attentions from different races.

I need to find corrections.

What am I today?

Too lazy to think and type....

http://www.astro.com/cgi/hk.cgi?lang=e&cid=f0gfileHi4C1A-u1113474810&nhor=1

Heaven's Farewell - Tri-Be (OST. Love Letter)

chun goo.k eh ee byul (Ending Title) - Tri-Be
http://www.popcornfor2.com/music/k_s_loveletter.php

noon-mool sok-ae soom-gye-on ne-sa-rang yeo-gi-seo geu-man no-a-jool-ge-yo
geu-de ga-seum-ma-gye byeng-yee deul-ge haet-deon ne-ga geot-neun yee-gil we-ae-seo

se-sang-e mo-reu-ge ha-roo-ddo ha-roo-reul
ma-ji-mak-cheo-reom sa-rang-han geu-de

You're my life Feel my love e-jen gyet-ae eop-eo-do
geu-de ma-eum-man-eun gan-zik-ha-go sa-ge-yo
Don't say bye let me go Jee-nan gee-eok mo-doo ne-an-ae moot-go
pyeon-hee dol-a seo-jweo-yo geu-de-re-do young-won-hee

nal ba-ra-bo-deon geu-de-eui poom-an-eun ddo ga-seon an-del cheon-gook-e-yet-jyo
ggeut-ne yee-rweo-nel-soo eop-neun sa-rang ap-ae jee-chye ga-neun geu-del mo-reun-che

seo-geul-peun e-byel-do geu-ree-weo-jee-get-jyo
da-see-neun woo-ree bol-soo eop-eu-nee
You're my life Feel my love e-jen gyet-ae eop-eo-do geu-de ma-eum-man-eun gan-zik-ha-go sa-ge-yo
Don't say bye let me go Jee-nan gee-eok mo-doo ne-an-ae moot-go
pyen-hee dol-a seo-jweo-yo geu-de-re-do young-won-hee

e-je-ra-do shil-soo it-ge hal-ge-yo neul ne-gyet-ae-seo him-deul-deon geu-de

You're my life Feel my love Geu-den no-ne-joo-jee-man ne-ge da-sin eop-eul choo-eot-man-eul jee-ki-jyo
Don't say bye let me go na-reul bol-soo eop-neun meol-ree-ro ddeo-na
boo-dee it-go sal-a-yo geu-de-ra-do young-won-hee

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow

Yesterday, I could shout and laugh out loud.
Today, I could smile with tears flowing down my eyes.
Tomorrow, I shall include my soul in the smiling and shouting and laughing.

Neither here nor there...

I am disappointed, today.
I am confused and lost, today.

I felt very indecisive, myself.
I so do not understand what I want, myself.

I can foresee a very blurry future, tomorrow.
I still have to go waitressing, tomorrow.

I need a stop for all these crap, now.
So to move on with what I need to get moving, now.

I hate being at this stage of life, really.
And that I just can't bear to stay on like this, really.

Life sucks like hell, yeah.
And the feeling of being used to work like damn is also hell, yeah.

In short, I am neither here nor there,
I aint wanna be neither here nor there.

Phone call...

Mike called me,

to thank me, and
sing a song of his composition, and
asked my opinion.
WoW~

My PR visa memory....

Was really excited! Woke up at 6am, as soon as my alarm clock rang. Took a beautiful shower, washed my hair with my Pantene....got changed and walked happily to the train station. Caught the 7.05 am train and reached Parliament station at 7.45 am. Had no trouble searching for DIMIA as it was located right in front of the Parliament station exit.
As I approached the DIMIA sliding door, realised that everything would only start at 9.00 am....SIGHZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........................so then, had to wait in front of the DIMIA for one blardy hour. Hmm.....not complaining, coz me was the first in the que, got my visa changed in 20 minutes, and went for shopping in the city. YEY!

However, was a very busy day working at chilli.......Mike cheerz everything up!

Fly Fly Fly!!!!!

Things to remember:

1. Book cheapest air ticket to go home
2. Inform Robert 2 weeks in advance for leave

Things to be accomplished:
1. The stupid report for Maria
2. Dig out and prepare my honours project presentation CD
3. Try to pass the interview for Andrew's Research Assistant position
4. Try to apply for PhD scholarships (if available)
5. Email KinKhey to ask him to send me my Gamsat books
6. Should I apply for Pharmacy?

In my dreamy mood......

Sooo in the mood to go home for holidays........AWESOME~~!!

YESSSSSSsssssssssssss

I'VE GOT THE DAMN PR ~!!

Interview

Date: 3rd May 2005
Time:10.00 am
Venue: 4th Floor, Clinical Sciences Building,
Department of Medicine,
Royal Melbourne Hospital.

Woke up at 8.00 am, put on my favorite presentation shirt and skirt, cling on my new Annapelle bag and walked to the train station.

-Met Jason on my way to train station, and stopped to say Hi to him.....Missed the 8.50 am train.
-Waited for the next train at 9.05 am......Train delayed for 4 minutes.
-Lost hold of my new plastic folder containing my CV and thesis.....dropped and broken into two pieces.
-Caught a tram from Elizabeth Street that was destined to Melbourne Uni......but the entrance through Melbourne Private Hospital in Royal Parade was on the other side.
Fortunately, with the help of a Good Samaritan, me was guided through to the Melbourne Private Hospital.
-Asked the receptionist for direction to where Clinical Sciences Building was and was directed to the next building, which was indeed wrong and was directed back to the same building by another receptionist......In the end, followed my "sixth sense" and finally made my way through up the lift to 4th floor.

After all the hassles and mishappens, had an approx 10 minutes interview and 10 minutes tour around the laboratory. WTH??

So then, decided to go for shopping since I had the entire day for myself......
That made my day.....

A steamboat tonight at Boon Kit's new house and looking forward to my digicam.....yey~!

Farewell to Jia

Had dinner with chilli mates at Timeout cafe in Federation Square.....but do not recommend the next dinner there....
Facts:
1. Very limited mains
2. Mains were insufficient
3. Mains were dear
4. Mains were not particularly yummy
Verdict:
1. Never eat mains in cafe

Followed by bowling at Strike......plan to go there again.....kekekeke