Neither here nor there...

I am disappointed, today.
I am confused and lost, today.

I felt very indecisive, myself.
I so do not understand what I want, myself.

I can foresee a very blurry future, tomorrow.
I still have to go waitressing, tomorrow.

I need a stop for all these crap, now.
So to move on with what I need to get moving, now.

I hate being at this stage of life, really.
And that I just can't bear to stay on like this, really.

Life sucks like hell, yeah.
And the feeling of being used to work like damn is also hell, yeah.

In short, I am neither here nor there,
I aint wanna be neither here nor there.