Friday, April 20, 2007

What shall I do?

I hate to say,
But I have to say,
For tis' true,
That I'm extremely emotional,
And I do mean to the very extreme.

I'll stop talking,
Be very cold,
Be very gloomy,
Be very stern,
Easily stirred,
Prone to release frustration unnecessarily.

Knowing tis' nature,
But tis' a bad one to hold on to,
For till' be harmful,
Bring disadvantages and disturbances,
To my own peace of mind....and others.

Yet....what can I do?

I need to meditate....and sleep,
To get more self-control.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Quote of the Day

"The victory of success is half won when one gains the habit of setting goals and achieving them."

Even the most tedious chore will become endurable
As you parade through each day convinced that every task,
No matter how menial or boring,
It brings you closer to achieving your dreams.....

Friday, April 13, 2007

Chinese Philosophy

Proud man hath no heaven;
The envious man hath no neighbour;
An angry himself hath not even himself....

Monday, April 09, 2007

10 things I hate about you.

1. I hate you for building up my childhood dreams, and then crushing it with no benevolence.
2. I hate you for doing so much things in such a short period of time, things that you made me appreciated the most, and finally just to make it more difficult for me to forget you.
3. I hate you for wanting to try things out, when you still haven't let go of the past, still having a hard time forgetting the past and still having difficulties moving on.
4. I hate you for doing things impulsively, not caring about the consequences that may hurt another party in the future, so much.
5. I hate you for going after superficial beauty of a woman, when the beautiness will one day deteriorate as one ages. Beauty does dwell from the heart, only.
6. I hate you for making me stronger and more matured, when I like to be the little innocent girl whom I used to be. Never try to change a person for she is the special her.
7. I hate you for not trying to communicate with me properly, for trying to ignore the problem when it arose.
8. I hate you for hoping that things will be solved just by giving me a bloody sentence in the msn messenger, after taking a period of time to consider what you feel is right while testing my patience.
9. I hate you for going to the mini jamboree 12 years ago, for being such a cheeky yet charming little boy.
10. I hate you for making it so damn hard for me to ignore what happened, and that I seriously, have failed to ignore you entirely...