Falling in Love? Or Having a Crush?

When you are together with that special someone,
you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around,
you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the emails or SMS messages in your phone because of one message from that special someone,
you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets,
you would not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this mail,
if someone appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person...

Beautiful tis to Fall in Love, IF tis to fall together......

Self-Esteem

Arrogance is foolishness. Pride is unrealistic.
The discovery of humility is pain.
Humility, itself, is freedom.
Pride in one's humility is seductive and dangerous.
Self-esteem is an illusion when it is esteem for the self.
Esteem for the Self is Wisdon.
Guilt is natural. Compassion is natural.
Two ends of the same stick.
Gratitude is the natural response to opening one's eyes.
Moments of seeing - gifts themselves.
Clinging to unreality is demanding and exhausting.
Reality is just as it is.
Make your image a realistic one.
Disappear into the mystery of being ordinary.
It's a long fall, but the ground is soft and firm.

Please Remind Me

Please remind me of why I am here
in this part of the world,
when I am somewhere else.

When anger stirs
over unwashed dishes,
unkept promises,
and unpaid bills,

please soften my heart
and remind me
of why I am here.

When frustration is triggered
by the same argument
for the hundredth time,

please tame my words,
deepen my breath,
and remind me of why I am here.

When my attention is drawn
like a magnet
to myself -
my needs,
my wants,
my comfort,
my pain-

please blink my mind
and allow my eyes to see
into the heart of another,
that I may attend to their needs

and bear their pain
and be dissolved
into the reason I am here.

I know that reason
yet, so often,
I find myself somewhere else
and forget.
Please remind me.

By Gregg Krech

Tension Not.

Dont be Tension
The moment you are in tension
You will lose your attention
Then you are in total confusion
and you will feel irritation
This may spoil your personal relation
Ultimately, you wont get co-operation
And set things into complication
Then your BP may raise caution
And you may have to take medication
Why not try understanding the situation
Many problems will be solved by discussion
Which will work out better in your profession
Dont think it's my free suggestion
It is only for your prevention
If you understand my intention
You'll never come again into tension.
" So, stay cool......:-)

cOmPlicAtEd.....

Its all about emotions......

Emotions can make one happy,
Emotions can make one motivated,
Emotions can make one relax.
Also,
Emotions can make one miserable,
Emotions can make one dispirit,
Emotions can make one tired.

Boundless reasons to trigger emotions.....
Can be news that are happy or sad,
Can be the surrounding environment,
Can be people or friends,
Can be work,
Can be PMS,
Can be homesickness,
Can be memory reminiscence,
Can be whatsoever that is in one's mind....
Mind that is versatile.

Things that can be done to prevent being such an emotional freak?

Try to believe in oneself and cultivate positive thinking.....
Meditate, meditate, meditate.....
OmmmpHhh Mani Pat Mer HommmmmpHhh.......

Quote of the Day

"Often we allow ourselves to be upset by small things we should despise and forget.
We lose many irreplaceable hours brooding over grievances that, in a year's time, will be forgotten by us and by everybody.
No, let us devote our life to worthwhile actions and feelings, to great thoughts, real affections and enduring undertakings."..

I shall be the beautiful me...

I need to Learn

I need to learn,

to be strong,
to be generous,
to be patient,
to be understanding,
to be compassionate,
to be helpful,
to be hardworking,
to be stressless....

There's many things to learn in tis' life,
There's nothing to take for granted in tis' life,
There's everything to think about in tis' life,
There's always something to do in tis' life.

I wanna be a baby,
who ain't gonna grow,
who ain't gonna have to survive,
who can be there for people when they need me.

Wish I am a teddy bear ...

To Love is To Let Go....

Its been a while I know,
But many things have come and go,
Somethings I want to keep but let go,
To Love is To Let Go.

All will become a history,
Until one day they become an example,
For when there is a mistery,
Will I be able to solve the trouble.

It is buddha's teaching,
To not greed passion and luxury,
To cultivate self control and well-being,
To be abstinence from hatred and jealousy.

To Love is To Let Go.

Expensive and Exciting Trip

Yesterday,

I paid $1200 for my expensive, exciting trip back home......

One month salary is gone again.....

*S*I*G*H*

GaMbAtTe~! Work Hard to Earn bacK my mOnEy~!

Anyway, I still think it is worth it, to feel the excitement, happiness, spoilness, naughtiness to just get a 2 weeks paid leave to fly back home....... :D

YEYNESS~!!!

Sometimes, somethings, somepeople.

Sometimes, somethings, somepeople,

are difficult to predict, to understand,
are hard to know from the surface,
are impossible to trust, to believe,
are anything but from what you would have expected...

Sometimes, somethings, somepeople,

need to handle with patience, with determination,
need to deal with caution, with care,
need to think twice before action,
need to think ahead and look forward for answer...

Sometimes, somethings, somepeople,

have much to ask for,
have little to understand about
have nothing to show for,
have all but being in other people's shoes...

How much is much?
How much is too much?
How much is the threshold?
How much can one tolerate?

My Beloved Papa

Tuesday, 14 March 2006

Meet papa at Radisson Hotel at 10pm, and both of us chatted for a while. Slept in Dato Mary's room....sharing her king sized bed and listening to her snoring all the way........

Saturday, 18 March 2006

Fetched papa from Radisson Hotel and upon checking out the hotel, both of us carried his two bigbig luggages plus one big bag full of food and drinks.
Walked to Flagstaff train station to catch the train to Glen Waverley to meet uncle Teng Wee.
Uncle Teng Wee came to fetch us with his mercebenz and drove us to his big big house. We chatted for a while and had a cup of tea, followed by "yum cha" at Shark Fin House in Highbury Road.
Uncle Teng Wee dropped us home to Clayton after lunch.
Papa had a good short afternoon nap, while I cleaned up the house and watched television.
He woke up and we walked to Clayton Coles to buy some groceries for dinner.
For dinner, we had 'BeeShin special' spaggethi.....and watched television.

Sunday, 19 March 2006

Alarm clock went off at 9am, and I prepared breakfast....

Oat porridge with banana, nuts and grapes
Strawberry flavored yoghurt
A glass of cranberry juice
A cup of coffee

We then adjourned our first destination, which is Box Hill to meet Boon Kit.
We caught the train and reached Box Hill at 12.30pm. Bought some Easter Eggs and Bunnies for uncle neighbour and the two little cutie monsters.
Boon Kit came to meet us at 1pm, and we went for lunch by papa. We had Tai Pei food....XIAO LONG PAO.....yumyum.

Following lunch, we went to Boon Kit's house, and sat for a while. Boon Kit then dropped us back to Clayton. On such hot sunday afternoon, we were glad to go home to our cozy cool house in Clayton. We watched DVD movie acted by Harrison Ford.

At 6pm sharp, uncle Ch'ng drove his Land Cruiser into our drive lane. We hopped into his car and we drove to Treasure Restaurant for dinner by Aunty Ivy. We had two mudcrabs with wanton noodle stir fry as our entre, followed by rice with chessnut chicken and stir-fry vegetable.

Following dinner, we went back to his house and had some desert and juice. Chatted for a while, uncle Ch'ng dropped us home.

Monday, 20 March 2006

Alarm clock went off at 6am, and I took my usual shower and dressed up for work. Prepared breakfast for both papa and I. Same breakfast, with different yoghurt flavor - blueberry....yum

We walked to train station, caught the 7.04am train and reached work place at approximately 8.10am. Papa walked around the hospital where I worked, and we met up for morning tea - a cup of coffee - Bacia (expresso with chocolate and hazelnut syrup)
We met up again for lunch at 1pm and 4pm after work. We caught the train and went to Spenser Street (Southern Cross) train station because we wanted to study the schedule for Sky Bus which papa had to catch to get to the airport on Wednesday.
We reached Clayton at approximately 7pm and had pizza take away as our dinner...yumyum.

We chatted until 1am and I slept.......

Tuesday, 21 March 2006

After having breakfast with papa, I went to work while he waited for Uncle Teng Wee. They then went to Dockland for sightseeing.
I met papa after work, at Flinders Street Station at around 6.30pm. We went to Chillipadi for dinner and we had curry prawns, smooth silky taufoo and seasonal vegetable. After dinner, papa suggested a movie, and thus we went to HOYTS the new cinema at highest floor in Melbourne Central. We watched FIREWALL, by acted Harrison Ford. We enjoyed.
After movie, we rushed for our train back to Clayton.

Wednesday, 22 March 2006

We had our final breakfast together, and I went to work. Papa then had to catch the train to Spenser Street station to catch the skybus to airport... Before he left Clayton, we bought some bread, fruits, 2 chicken sticks and honey for me.....

I miss and love papa very much.

Presentation nexT wEEk....~!

I am scared,
I am nervous,
I am panicked,

About the presentation?

YET

I am buzy
I am tired,
I am sleepy,

OR

I am just lazy...................... and stressed

Its no good at all....

Back to Melbourne

I am SAD...

Because I feel far from family again.
Because I feel all alone again.
Because I feel insecure again.
Because I have to work again.

I am SAD...

Am going hOmE~!!

Alas,
I am going home~!
in 2 weeks time.....
I am

E X C I T E D~!!!!

^_^

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Wishing you,

Good Health,
Good Wealth,
Good Plans,
Good Life,
and
HAPPINESS throughout the doggie year.

My Love to All of You.