Farewell

He, whom I first met in Disted,
He, whom I did not talk (much) to during college,
He, whom I know very little about until I,

came over to Melbourne,
stayed in his house,
ate his food,
made him listen to my crying,
made him listen to my groaning,
made him listen to my complains,
made him show *some* sympathies and concern,
and it's been 4 years,

Its so damn hard to describe and show,
my feelings and gratitude to you,
for being such a wonderful person,
although I may have complained too much about guys' *insensitivities*,
although I may not have said nothing,
although I may be the me who never call using my mobile,
but I do appreciate our beautiful friendship,
and that I would like to thank you.

pEEkAbOO~! 

I found.

Working is not easy,
Due to the stress ie distinct from studying stress,
And having to cope with some "strange" colleagues.

Studying is not fun,
Coz studying stress may be too unbearable at times,
And the thoughts of having to study all alone makes me shiver.

In short, working and studying both are not the ideal circumstances I wanna be in,
that Life is too Difficult to Adapt to.......sometimes

I LOVE my FAMILY

Love ercia heaps and beaps and deaps,
Coz she made me a beautiful card,
For me to hang in my little cute room,
And thus lessen my homesickness...

Love pamapo endlessly,
Coz they sent me a buddha statue that I asked for,
For me to pray to buddha,
And hence I do not feel so scared alone,
Coz they also sent me darlie toothpaste and bedak,
Which I need to use everyday without fail...

Love tacia and koko and my cutie nephews no doubt,
Coz for being themselves, there and then for me...

And therefore I have to thank everyone or anyone or whoever,
For giving me my beloved family.

Where have I been to?

I have been to nowhere,
Yet I have not been home for nearly one week,
I was home yesterday night,
Yet I was only home for one night in the entire week,
Which I think I shouldn't have,
B'coz I am currently in a housekeeping position.
I am feeling guilty,
Yet, still was not under my control,
Just coz I was keeping friends company.

What should I do?

Few Dislikings.....

1. People who like to force one doing what one does not like to do.
2. People who take things or other people for granted.
3. People who want satisfaction by not being considerate.
4. People who always think about themselves.
5. People who act like a perfectionist but do not allow others being one.

I shall not want to be like one of them because they make me feel sick.

Happy Birthday to Ta cia!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TA CIA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU............

Home....I wanna go home....

Michael Bublé - Home

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

Maybe surronded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
In each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far
From where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
and gone away
And in Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home

Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone

Let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my runBaby,
I'm doneI gotta go home

Let me go home
It all will be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

BORED!

Had a Friday morning meeting,
Followed by morning tea,
Feeding and splitting my cells,
Collecting bottles into dishwasher,
Had my lunch,
READ ARTICLES......

What a boring day it is........sigHz.

Looking forward for my busy busy weekend......

1. Working at chilli tonight
2. Listening to the band and hang out with mei
3. Go to Aa's graduation ceremony on saturday
4. Go to Glaphyra's house for pizza and beer night
5. Working full day on Sunday at chilli

Had a bad day again

Bad Day - Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

A shoulder to cry on

Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone,
cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone,
cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on

Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

Keep hiding?

Sometimes,
I would like to share my thoughts and opinion with ppl...
Sometimes,
I would like to listen to ppl with problems and give some "useful" or "helpful" advice...
Sometimes,
I would tend to keep my feelings and thoughts to myself just simply desire to be calm and reflective...
Sometimes,
I just would like to close my eyes and lean on somebody's shoulder for an hour, without having to say nothing...

Sometimes,
I just need to know what I am doing here...

Sleeping in the train

I overslept in the train and missed my train stop.
I woke up startled at the point right after my train stop, and
the "cute" gentleman who sat beside me throughout my deep slumber in the train
looked at me appologizingly, feeling guilty for not waking me up for my stop.
Though I had to wait for another hour for the stupid "running late" train to get me back to my clayton station, I felt *flattered*

I didn't have to sleep alone in the train......

I had my blood taken yesterday for serology test......and
a vaccination today, for Hepatitis B.......pain pain

Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone(4x)

My shadows are the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk aloneI walk a...

My shadows are the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows are the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone!

Uncle Robert's fav song....

Embrace - Gravity

Honey,
It's been a long time coming,
And I can't stop now
Such a long time running,
And I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear that sound?
'cause i can't help thinking
And I don't look down
And then I looked up at the sun
And I could see
Oh,
the way that gravity turns for you and me
And then I looked up at the sky
And saw the sun
And the way that gravity pulls on everyone
On everyone

Baby,
It's been a long time waiting,
Such a long, long time
And I can't stop smiling,
No I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating?
And can you hear that sound?
'cause I can't help crying
And I won't look down
And then I looked up at the sun
And I could see
Oh,
the way that gravity turns on you and me
And then I looked up at the sun
And saw the sky
And the way that gravity pulls on you and I
On you and I
Can you hear my heart beating
Do you hear that sound
'cause I cant help crying
And I wont look down

Lost Without You

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone
I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is I'm lost withoutyou
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...

I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...

I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

Homesick....

Er yi is going back to Penang tonight.
Uncle Neville will join Er yi after two weeks.
Seok Yee has already gone back and enjoying herself at home.
Soo Huey is going back home again on 14 August for her mom and dad's 25th Aniversary.

I also want to go home........sobZzz..........


I realized that I have been quite a stupid girl, for being so patient and comforting.
I also noticed that it may not be a very wise thing to be so patient and understanding afterall.
I used to think that this is a very silly act, yet I am being one now.
I somehow think that I am someone new.
Perhaps I am just being myself, whom I have yet to recognized the other self of me.


Working with new people is just hard.
Working life is indeed different.
Working people are not a fun place to be with.
Working sucks.


My hotmail is very crap now.
Service is unavailable everytime I try to log in.


I am feeling damn crabby now.