Thanks.......

Thanks for the concern,
Thanks for the thoughts,
Thanks for asking,
Thanks for messaging,
Thanks for worrying,
Thanks for listening,
Thanks for explaining,
Thanks for comforting,
Thanks for everything,
Thanks for being you.

TA.

Worse Day of All....

Today was the worse day of all days I have had in Australia....in Australia.....and I regretted, leant a very expensive lesson and swear I would not, never, ever, repeat the same mistake again. Please forgive me.

Sleepless Night......

Being not able to sleep is shitty.........having to wake up early early in the morning is even more shitty........In short, I am feeling shitty because I can't sleep tonight and have to wake up early early in the morning tomorrow.......
Not looking forward to tomorrow night, cause I promised to go for a movie.....How?

Cons of being a waitress....

Sigh.....four days ago, I said NO to a movie treat to the chef (two years younger than me somemore)..... As a consequence? ---> No dinner for the day......In short, never say no to anything the chef says before you get your free dinner.
Today.......the stupid customer (singaporean) asked me for my mobile number, but since he was robert's friend and robert was sitting there, I dared not say no to him, and gave him...(I know I was stupid to do that and regretted straight after). Before he left and while he was paying the bill, he said....I call you sometime ok? I opened my eyes and gave him an innocent look...sooo wanna give him a slap, after I realized he never give a single tips.....stupid stupid stupid stupid...............
In summary, being a waitress aint that wonderful.........

How true is that?

www.astro.com
You were born with the Sun in Cancer and the Moon in Pisces. This astrological combination gives the individuals under its influence the key features of sensitivity and emotionalism. Emotions, subtle relationships, perceptions, psychic activity, love, and temperament are the basic in the life of someone born under this combination. In a physical sense, you are extremely impressionable and easily influenced. You are easy- going, fond of amusement and pleasures. The sign of Cancer grants certain internal energies, but your will may be weakened somewhat. People may criticize you for not being completely trustworthy. However, you are honest and pure in your emotions; you vibrate with emotion. You can only be happy surrounded by people who are sensitive enough to understand the subtleties of your individuality. Your main assets are an altruistic spirit, selflessness, and sincere emotions. Your personality comes under the rulership of the Moon in Pisces. This position makes the person under its influence retiring, quiet, and easy-going, but also very restless. You are attracted to numerous pursuits simultaneously. You are irresolute and cannot always be depended upon in moments of crisis.
More..................
At the time of your birth the zodiacal sign of Capricorn was ascending in the horizon. Its ruler Saturn is located in the ninth house. The sign of Capricorn denotes an existence in which temperament is very important. You will give an image of ambition, persistence, will power, consistency and perseverance. You were born with the tendencies to seek material, social, and, perhaps, even political power.
Capricorn tends to a challenging life which forces you to exert all your resources in order to triumph. Because of your tact and prudence, you will be favored with the good will of important people.
Your mind is egocentric, rational and you have a natural tendency toward scepticism. Able to work hard, you will bear obstacles and frustrations with patience.
You will proceed with prudence in your love life and in all other activities. You will seriously consider all of the ramifications of a relationship, especially the aspects of your independence, and you will not commit yourself to a partner until you are sure of your choice. After that however there is a tendency to conduct a peaceful and quiet life.
You are very economical in your daily activities, and if you do not exert some control over this trait, it could appear as rather mean.
You are best placed in governmental, municipal, political, or large business organizations where hierarchy is very exactly defined. The key word for your professional orientation is responsibility.
Your intellectual preoccupations are concentrated and oriented towards the methodical and rational. You tend to be interested in metaphysics, astrology, and esoteric studies in general. There is a tendency, however, to be too attached to details and this hinders rather than develops the mind. You should try to project to more transcendental objectives.
Fuh~~ too much.....and some are too crappy.......
But, yet, still, some may not.............

Do you think........

Do you think it is right? Do you think it is correct to be so? Do you think it should be like that? Do you hope it happens? Do you wish it happens? Do you want it to happen?
All the answers to the question, you need to know....
Good Night and Sweet Dreams......

LoNesOme......

Lonesome is the cause of miserableness.

Today, I learnt nothing about molecular biology apart from being more organized - which I could manage already. Maria, maria, I need to finish up the cell culture and fluorescence staining for her, before I work for Prof Euan Wallace. It is no point thinking ahead for future, coz things just don't happen as how and what you wanted. You've gotto learn to live day by day, adapt to the environment and work and mind changes everyday, in which by the time you realized, weeks or months have passed.
Today, I have also played some fav pianoforte songs, to pass my valuable time.
Today, I finished up another touching nice drama - Friends (by Kyoko Fukada & Yuan Bin).
Today, I continued reading my bedtime storybook - A Man To Call My Own (by Johana Lindsey).
Today, I checked my three mailboxes, and found no new mails.

Mada, Yet, Still, I am LoneLy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RA, Waitress or Gelati?

To have a boring job as a research assistant, or rather to meet different ppl everyday as a waitress or to sell gelati ice cream and meet happy ppl? Your choice.
As an RA:
1. Be very organized
2. Be very prepared to meet demanding supervisor/s
3. Work hard
4. Ready to get stressed
5. Learn to cope with the stress
6. Read articles, articles, articles
7. Know things in detail, ie be confirmative
8. Think think think

Mmm......still think that studying is the best.

Happy Birthday POPO

Shen Ri Khuai Lerk popo......Chu Ni Shen thi jien khang, Wan Shi Ru Yi, Khai Khai xing xing, pak thao tou lou......Wo Ai Ni popo......sorry, havne't got the time to draw a card for you, didn't get the chance to go home and celebrate with you.

Gong Xi Fa Chai!

Gong Xi Gong Xi.......2005 is a different way of CNY celebration for me......ie. No reunion dinner, No playing with fire crackers, No new pyjamy, No new pretty clothes, No huggings with papa mama popo tacia koko ercia, No tong sui on the first morning of CNY, Aint gonna be home for second day open house....and most importantly, no ANG PAOs....... what a different different different way of celebrating CNY. Though CNY may seem to be another normal day, but it is always and forever a special day for me, the happiest day in the entire year for me. In short, I miss CNY celebration with family............
H0MESICK