Life........

Life,

sometimes could blossom like nobody's business
that it makes you wanna cry out all your heart
just coz you felt so touched and happy and wonderful.

Life,

sometimes could be so sucky
that nothing seems to be working or worth having at all
just to make you feel shit and awful.

In short, life could be beautiful as angel and simultaneously pitiful.

Farewell Danny...

Danny is flying home to Penang on Sunday. He will not be coming back to Melbourne for sometime soon. Though we may not have been very close, but his presence has already been buried in my memory. I think I will miss him, and I will. Its shit, coz I am an emo gurl.

Dr Danesh........

I am sleepy and tired.
My eyes are similar to Dr Danesh's eyes (panda eye) now.

My exhausting weekend:
1. On Friday, I woke up at 6.00am and went to Ludwig for work until 4.00pm. I then went to chilli for work at 6.00pm until 1.00am. I also then, stayed at chilli the entire night and morning until I slept at 7.00am on saturday.
2. I received koko's phone call at 11.30am on saturday morning, and was awaken from then.
3. I went for dinner with Jason, Reece, KaiYing, Emily, Chris, Iwan and his sister at La Pochetta, then back to chilli to look for Aunty Li, and we both went for supper at Shark Fin's Inn. Therefore, I slept at 2.00am.
4. I had to open the door at chilli on Sunday, woke up at 8.00am and worked till 6.00pm.

Conclusion:
I am Dr Danesh's twin.

What have I been doing?

1. Worked from 8.00am till 4.30pm at Ludwig Institute
2. Travelled in the train for approx. 2 hours each way (x2 perday = 4 hours)
3. Went to Department of Anatomy and Cell Biology after work, on Monday and Thursday to feed my cells
4. Stayed with Lina on Monday and Wednesday, until her hubby comes
5. Went for dinner with Zoe, at Chuji and then gelati for desert, and stayed with her on Tuesday
6. Managed to spend one Thursday night at my home sweet home, and did some laundry
6. Going to work at chilli tonight coz its Friday
7. Going for yumcha with Soo Huey and Wang Wei, dinner to meet up with Jason, Reece and Kai Ying on Saturday
8. Working at chilli again on Sunday

Conclusions:
1. My new reputation is the Little gurl who sleeps all over the places
2. Been quite a workoholic this week, having not enough sleep
3. Homesick.

My Birthday?

On my Birthday, I.......

woke up at 6.00am
worked from 8.30am till 4.00pm
had morning tea, lunch and afternoon tea
had a cooked-in mexican dinner with Lina, Reetu and Channy
had mint slices, m&m and nachos while
watching Elektra and The girl with pearl earring
and slept together in the living room

and I.....
received emails and friends and cousin
received smses from friends, uncle robert, uncle neville and papa
received phone calls from from friends and eryi and a long distance call from hone

Robbie Wiliam: Sexed up

Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips with what you said
No it's not in my head
I can't awaken the dead
Day after day

Why don't we talk about it
Why do you always doubt that there can be a better way
It doesn't make me wanna stay

Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we’re not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

You say we're fatally flawed
When I'm easily bored
Is that OK
Write me off your list
Make this the last kiss
I'll walk away

Why don't we talk about it
I'm only here don't shout
If you give 'em time, you'll forget
Let's pretend we never met

Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
And when I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

Screw you
I didn't like your taste
Anyway I chose you
And that's all gone to waste
It's Saturday
I'll go out and find another you

Why don't we
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away

Rest in peace

My former teacher has passed away yesterday, and I hope she will rest in peace and will be a cute baby in her next life.

Something I have learnt and should bare in mind always and should try to practise...*Money could not buy health nor happiness*

Omituofuo.

10 Reasons........

10 Reasons why I feel so loved....

1. I have a new *godmother* in melbourne, and she organized a special dinner for me at chilli, and uncle Robert sponsored a few expensive wines for all of us.
2. Chillimates celebrated my birthday for me at chilli.
3. My beloved distedmates gave me a surprise birthday party, and took the initiative to cook yummy delicious food.
4. Hone sent me a spongehead via sister, Yaling.
5. Uncle Loyd, the headchef of chilli made a delicious special walnut chocolate cake for me.
6. Will have a party at Lina's house tomorrow (11-07-05), to celebrate her housewarming.
7. Will meet Zoe and Mike for dinner on tuesday (12-07-05).
8. I just received a beautiful card from pamapo taciasanyeng and ercia, as well as an sms from CC.
9. Mike called me yesterday to wish me Happy Birthday.....bit early, and so I asked him to wish again on Monday...
10. Beng cici just called me to wish me an early Happy Birthday.

I am speechless and do not know how to thank everyone for everything......what should I do?

All of a sudden, I feel so lucky and loved....
Although all in all, something I do not know what is still amiss......

I just want to say, I LOVE YOU ALL.

Officially a working gurL

hMmm.....Feeling weird, being in a working world, having a full time job.
In fact, having so much free time, yet still getting paid out of it.
Not having to work like madness, running up and down the stairs, smile and greet every customer, every second.
Hope that it would last, but knowing it will get busier by next week, not as much "free time" anymore.

I am now a working gurl.

hMmm.....Still feeling weird, being in a working world, having a full time job.

All my prayers is for you.

I might not know how bad you are feeling, but I know for sure is that you are feeling real bad.
I might not understand how painful you are, but I definitely know that you are feeling very hurt.
I might not have talked to you, to ask you how are you, but I indeed have been wondering how you have been and what you are thinking.
I might not be there to comfort you, but I no doubt have been praying for you, all the time, for your health and your happiness, and your safety.

I love you, and I love you all, my dearest.

I am, indeed, missing all of you, and feeling miserable and lonely.....I am.