What the tOOt !?!?!?

Here's a real case senario.......

Couple of months ago on a warm summer night, there was this fine man who was feeling abit lonely because his wife was having a girls' night out and was going to spend her night in a hotel with her girlfriends. Meanwhile his own son and daughter were either away travelling or spending a night at a friend's house, although his mother was present and asleep soundly in the third level of his house.
Nonetheless, this man had a god-daughter (of the same age as his son), whom he knew he could count on to accompany him for a night of dvd and sips of red. The god-daughter was about to head back to her own house but felt abit guilty for she knew that her god-father'd appreciate if she'd just be his companion for the night and there was nothing to worry about because she'd stayed over there so many times before and even had her own wash up kit in the house. So after the movie and two glasses of red, they called the night off and proceed to their own room right away.

Upon waking up the next morning, god-daughter went to third level to greet her god-grandmother before she left. However, the god-grandmother was surprised to see her and felt abit puzzled afterwards (just because she came from overseas not long ago and thus didn't really recognized the god-grand-daughter). So when her own daughter-in-law came home later, the confused old lady then asked what the toot was going on. Daughter-in-law was very upset when she found out what happened, and so she confronted her husband about why he was spending the night alone with his god-daughter when nobody was home. When the god-daughter next spoke to her god-mother, she sensed that something was wrong and got very upset when she realized that the god-mother was having such a negative perception on her. In a way, she felt that she was accused of seducing her own god-father........??? 

Sadly, for the next few months, there were no contact whatsoever between the god-daughter and her god-parents. Recently, the god-daughter got back in touch with her god-father and realized that her god-mother was still overwrought with the same sensitive issue. God-daughter felt very heartbroken indeed because deep down in her heart, she really loved her god-parents for being so kind-hearted, generous and helpful, and most importantly she was very grateful to have them looked after her so well during her younger years. The last thing she wanted was to have such a broken relationship because all she cared for was the friendship and god-parentalship that they'd built over the years.

So what could she do to fix the problem, if there was any? To appologize for staying over when nobody was around even though she was invited by her god-father who was quite lonely on that particular night??? Or to be forgiven when she merely had one scanty thought about anything else but being of use and accompany her own god-father for just that one night???

Anyhow, in order to act rationally and of sophistication, the god-daughter should perhaps just rock up and appologize at the very least for making her god-mother distressed about the entire situation. Notwithstanding, to be accused of something so unworth of being accused at is just ridiculously absurb.

tOOt.

Why.

呀!
Why,
When you want something so bad,
You just can't get it because you want it so bad.

Why,
When you don't want anything else and that you don't care,
You'll get something without a single crack.

Do you believe in "no pain no gain"??
I do believe in it but even so, sometimes you don't need to work hard to get something because you just can't get it no matter how extremely hard you try. So why the pain when there ain't gonna be any gain??
Then there you'd be granted with something else, dexterously, and what, that's just something you have no desire to own.

咳...
I don't need anything. Don't want anything.
Just don't give me nothing.

D o n' t.

Funny Thing...

I thought I've grown quite abit over time and be much stronger than I used to be, ain't no more that cry-baby-softy sorta girl. Still, at times you'd skew back to your very ownself and retract back into your shell where you cry it all out - about every single peculiar thing that you'd never thought would make such an impact on you (well, especially after abit of a boost of course), then waking up all happy and cheery again asking yourself "What was frking wrong with me?"
I realised it's been a strange pattern, very strange, although it's a once-in-a-blue-moon thingy after having "specifically" provoked.


Anyway, I'm all happy. Very happy that my beloved mum is happy and lively again. Delighted that her Ca125 level's plummet back to the healthy level where it should've been. Of course we'll still keep monitor the level every frequent now and then. Still, it's an awesome HAPPY news for me~!!!:)

xoxoxo