Skipalong.....

Skipalong - Lenka
So tired of feeling blue
Such a heavy weight on you
So shake it off and make your way to somewhere different
To somewhere different
Oh no now you're leaving me oh what will you do
All alone in the big bad world but I'm not worried, no

'Cause you're gonna skip along
Quite merrily baby, you're gonna revel in hating what's going on
And you're like a sugar bomb
And no harm will come
No harm will come if you just skip along

Acting oblivious
Comes natural to us
Keep smiling knowing all the while the world will fall apart
The world will fall apart

So we're gonna skip along
Quite merrily baby we're gonna revel in hating what's going on
Yeah you're like a sugar bomb
And no harm will come
No harm will come if you just skip along

Wouldn't it be lovely to be home home
Safe and sound with no one round to bring us down but that's so far away

So I'm gonna skip along
Quite merrily baby, I'm gonna revel in hating what's going on
Yeah I'm like a sugar bomb
And no harm will come
No harm will come if I just skip along
Just skip along
Quite merrily

Popo

All of a sudden, I felt a very strong urge to go home after speaking to koko. It's from the conversation between koko and popo yesterday, when popo asked us to go home more often. She added that she may only live for another ~2-3 years. I still can't believe how could she'd even said that????? Nooooo, please don't. She can't even think of that issue. NO.

I hate to think that popo's very weak now. I hate to know she's old. To me, she's always young with most beautiful skin, kind and very open-minded. She's been the strongest woman in my family, in my life apart from tacia. I can't help keeping my emotion under control on realization of how helpless I am now, being so far away and not cherishing any moment with her, not being there for her whilst she needs me most. I miss her very much. I know how lonely she gets having to stay at home and not being able to go anywhere with her weak body and limbs.

I need to do something. I need to go home. I want to talk to popo. I want to hug popo. I want to kiss popo. I miss popo.

Popo, I love you.

Scientist

I Am A Scientist - The Dandy Warhols