Perfect....

A song dedicated to my beloved tacia.....

I miss you dearly =(

Perfect, By Vanessa Amorosi
Stay forever who you are
don’t change a thing
because you are perfect

you Sway gently in the breeze
In between my dreams
It kind of makes me nervous

You’re storm is lightning striking down
To only strike me once, would still be worth it

In my dreams you were perfect
when I woke up you were perfect

Love, as scaring as it is
Tell me is it real,
If it ain’t hurting

I break when the sounding of you fades
My colours bleed to one
Nothing grows when your love is gone

In my dreams you were perfect
when I woke up you were perfect

even when you run you’re still worth it
hmmm, Here and now, the moments perfect

in my dreams you were perfect,
when i woke up you were perfect

mmmm, even when you run your still woth it,
here and now, the moments perfect

perfect
So perfect
When you run,
runnnnnnn,yea, yea, yea, yea, yea,
run! even in my dreams, when i wake up,

perfect! your perfect,
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,
yeah! yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Oh run, yeah
i drown, try to keep up with you

Poor little toe....

In a cold rainy night,
I ran down the stairs,
Wearing my warm socks,
Ran down the stairs.

Holding onto my cup,
My favourite daily cup,
The cup that I just finished with my hot almond oats,
Holding on tight.

The warm pair of socks were warm,
But the warm pair of socks were slippery,
I fell off the stairs,
Fell off the stairs heavily.

Still holding onto my lovely cup,
I sprained my little toe,
Sat on the spot speechless for two minutes,
Enduring the agonizing pain.

My poor little toe,
My poor fat swollen little toe,
My poor bruised little toe,
Is fat, swollen and bruised.

*sobz*

Another favourite to share~

A piece of game, a night of dream...

Classic~

Dedication from me to you~

My Pride

List em' out...

Wise man says,

An apple a day,
One handfull of almonds a day,
Few servings of vegetables a day,
The proper amount of vitamin supplements a day,
Shall keep the doctor away.

Too much thinking,
Too much expectations,
Too much aims,
Too much hypotheses,
Too much suspicions,
Too much calculations,
Too much cravings,
May not keep the psychiatrist away....

"Blaming yourself (if you are) is a kind of act to add more unnecessary stuff into your glass ~" - Anonymus
Yes, I always try to fit myself in one's shoe before judging or deciding....which may explain why I take so long to make one decision at a time or perhaps, most of the time undecided.

Tell you what, I finally spoke to my friend, regarding looking after her dog...I admit my decision then was 60% - 40% (could not vs could). I started telling her that I would have to find a new home to move to, bla bla bla, that I can't walk her dog everyday as I need to be waitressing every friday, saturday and sunday....etc etc etc.
Don't know why we somehow ended our conversation as me saying "oh ok, then I guess I could walk the dogs on monday, wednesday and thursday~" Then she'll let me practise driving her manual car sometime soon......and show me around her house......

I really don't know how I got myself into this situation again~ Guess I just suck in saying NO~!
(I know ercia will be upset with me, sorry. Guess I'll try to make this the last time....for the year. Not only that, my roomate will also be mad at me for not going to spend time packing my things and get ready to move........)

Gotta really think of the best way to get things goiN~ again.... *sigh*

Why Does Life...

I feel overwhelmed =(

I needa break.

Little Mermaid...

I don't want much.....

Should I? Or should I not?

Yes, I am house and dog sitting at the moment.
But that doesn't mean I should be doing this for everyone, does it?

However, if I were to be able to house and dog sit for this person, why can't I do it for the other?
If one needs help, the other shall be needing the equal relief too, ain't it?
Considering both are living at the same suburb and somehow in a similar circumstance....

Question is, do I really enjoy doing it?
Even if I am/ain't enjoying it, does that really matter?

No, there's no salary or pocket money doing it.
Because helping people is all about making people happy, and I do feel happy myself when I've done something nice and made someone happy~!
Of course, I am sincere when I said "yes I'ma helpin you" AND abstain from doin any complains.
Well, sometimes we just deserve a corner to do some whinings to our dear ones, don't we?

Right, so should I? or should I not?
I reckon I should help another friend (from work) to house and dog sit again for one month starting mid of August.
Yes, again. *fainted*

But why am I hesitating??
Well that's because,
1. I need to find a room to move into because I'm gonna be kicked out from my current house soon~!
2. Erm....helping people is great, but I can feel a little isolated and lonely on some nights...living in a huge house all by myself....and with dog(s).
3. Petrol is getting expensive, and I ain't that dumb to waste money on the unnecessaries when I've just gotten myself into a state of poverty, hey? Although I know...money is not everything...
4. One thing I realized so far is that I'm really bad at road directions and I've wasted heaps of time and petrol on the road previously....just because I sucked in land-marking the route I was headin to and lazy to look at Melway~ *sigh*

Advantages?
1. I get to practise driving, an excuse to get my ass off the ground....
2. I'm doing another good deed and she can happily go for holidays with her hubby~!!
3. I feel more independent I guess.....versus lonely?? - lame excuse.

Back to square one, should I? or should I not?

Damn....I hate decisions making and the sense of guilts.

Dedicated to koko and ercia

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
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A remembrance of us listening to this song in the car on our way to SS.......

Abrazame....a beautiful heart diggin' song for Rumba.....

*AbRrrAZamEeeeeee~*