Future?

My usual dilema.....changes in mind, changes in decisions, changes in aims, changes in determination, changes in perserverance = GOALLESS

To do or not to do:
1. PhD
2. RA
3. Gamsat

So wanna do:
1. Go Home
2. Travel to find koko or er cia
3. Learn Chinese, Japanese, Korean Languages and Culture
4. Play piano

Must do now: SLEEP