Sunday, July 10, 2005

10 Reasons........

10 Reasons why I feel so loved....

1. I have a new *godmother* in melbourne, and she organized a special dinner for me at chilli, and uncle Robert sponsored a few expensive wines for all of us.
2. Chillimates celebrated my birthday for me at chilli.
3. My beloved distedmates gave me a surprise birthday party, and took the initiative to cook yummy delicious food.
4. Hone sent me a spongehead via sister, Yaling.
5. Uncle Loyd, the headchef of chilli made a delicious special walnut chocolate cake for me.
6. Will have a party at Lina's house tomorrow (11-07-05), to celebrate her housewarming.
7. Will meet Zoe and Mike for dinner on tuesday (12-07-05).
8. I just received a beautiful card from pamapo taciasanyeng and ercia, as well as an sms from CC.
9. Mike called me yesterday to wish me Happy Birthday.....bit early, and so I asked him to wish again on Monday...
10. Beng cici just called me to wish me an early Happy Birthday.

I am speechless and do not know how to thank everyone for everything......what should I do?

All of a sudden, I feel so lucky and loved....
Although all in all, something I do not know what is still amiss......

I just want to say, I LOVE YOU ALL.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Officially a working gurL

hMmm.....Feeling weird, being in a working world, having a full time job.
In fact, having so much free time, yet still getting paid out of it.
Not having to work like madness, running up and down the stairs, smile and greet every customer, every second.
Hope that it would last, but knowing it will get busier by next week, not as much "free time" anymore.

I am now a working gurl.

hMmm.....Still feeling weird, being in a working world, having a full time job.


Sunday, July 03, 2005

All my prayers is for you.

I might not know how bad you are feeling, but I know for sure is that you are feeling real bad.
I might not understand how painful you are, but I definitely know that you are feeling very hurt.
I might not have talked to you, to ask you how are you, but I indeed have been wondering how you have been and what you are thinking.
I might not be there to comfort you, but I no doubt have been praying for you, all the time, for your health and your happiness, and your safety.

I love you, and I love you all, my dearest.

I am, indeed, missing all of you, and feeling miserable and lonely.....I am.